The struggles of facing life without hope ... Let alone the world when one now views it even differently yet again ... The general moaning and groaning without a smile for fellow people ... Ungraciousness ... the blood shed ... When one saw one struggling to cope with physically and mental health issues in a world still full of prejudice overlooking the fact of being unable to cope ... is very different to the fact of choosing to live like that ...
The triggers and trials of a life past ... I knew I had a lot to put to rest ... I have adjusted the ardous task of paperwork, for more adaptions to the way I still lived following the adjustments ... It has been putting the relevant items that can now go in the relevant rooms now ... And seeing that 'Why am I still doing that?'
This will hopefully rest my mind, to come back to the paperwork again ... This is an ongoing trial and error period of this life ... It is all anew ... And I am free to live a life of my own choosing again ... if and when ... only my own mind will let go ... and embrace this fresh time I now have ...
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