The adjustment back

to life here ... The rest of the week doing the odds and ends to wind back in to life disaster realignment... And all the things needed to proceed with things from time lost ... And I have a few more ideas for life ... a day in satisfaction of kind to self in time out ... Getting through invisible barriers 

Picture book photo from Mums Garden ...

Inspired in the counties of this country, like many before, in Kent and Kernow in particular. I have many an idea in vocation, volunteer, vacation and visual impact in thoughts. This time in quandary and mood dips. The keeping afloat to achieve more in the right direction. My sister was behind the latest encouragement as always, in the longer walk phase putting up with my grumbles. And as with my daughter in jest ... A lot of are we there yet ? ... My memory gone on what some of the trails were like. Those lost seasons, lost in this mind.

the Loss of moi ...

another season forward and less ...

since the year start, with today finally fitting into a sports top. The gradual loss that I am rectifying in reverse ... is working ... 

my sister suggested I take up running again...  not just yet ... 

A regime that is working for me ... no gym or running ... my exercise bike long gone ... 

• a workout within the home in shifting items past
• a walk with errands 
• a walk to enjoy the senses again 
• Many hikes in Kernow to transfer to a Kentish time 

This, that is working for me; until life back ...

the tassel in the tussle ...

and tossle of all around ... the perpetual head ache where once was not ... tackling it with the killing of a spouse to boot ... 

the misunderstanding, miscomprehension, misguidance and misjudgement of those caring for a complex hubby   

me ... and

the step into the unknown 

madam left to deal with the left overs ...  

A wide spread

clear through life ... awaiting the move of items to the North .

The fascination when bothered in life beyond for us all ... 

My time in the right manner to live again beyond what is in the time in a deceptive part of the mind right now ... 

Time out

now with myself and others 

First I hope to watch a film ... the 1946 version of Great Expectations ... 

It is a case of juggling a trip out, getting ready for family to arrive and myself taking a trip to see family ... 

And the future plans in full swing too ... 

All systems are go ...

The Spending Money

when on my journeys now ... no traditional souvenirs... time in logs and memories is what I take. 

The gift in experience ... 

Applications and form filling

... is this weeks task in wind down mode ...

With the support of daughter I remembered my postal vote. I will not be so local then ... The next big stage of massive change is in tandem with all this  ... It makes me more than anxious ... 

All those forgotten little life things that add up to a bigger picture ... when slowly it buckles ... The many applications to do life choices ... 

Complex in yin

Context in yang
other cultures
help ease
the squeeze
in vulture like state
left in ruins on my plate

A rest in the action

the mind in thought
the break away
to come back
the zest renewed
to get some more removed
a tidy out into the ore
to renew that beautiful awe
once within, what is now a store

A grey June sky

most days recent,
notice in a hi!
when in life a tune.
Time out in town
for a bronze and brown
to make me smile
and not a frown!

Time with Kin ...

who will think they are at the wrong home, or in my daughter's scenario, back in a different time. I have items back in operation, those little things that make it mine again.

In fair time

the last of the mega tidy. I hope to focus on some local time in this beautiful town and villages and a London borough 

Then a journey into central London and through some once local city haunts to another well known area ... 

... through those many counties explored at some point ... 

My mission in travelling to start local, expand to the Isles of this very country, to get well seasoned again to do Duke Of Edinburgh type of activities ... in adventures anew and old ... 

Wherever life will be or takes me now ... 

Approaching June ...

time out elsewhere ... I will have been here 11 years on the 27 June ... 21 July was our moving in date ...    for a previous home ... 

this time last year ... I gave myself a year to see where I was ... 

It is still too slow .. 

The next strategy which involves no sentiments ... To fulfil a life left ... 

To see how to approach this project Mojo ... while I an elsewhere for a while ... With hill walks and a trail or few ...