...Staying on Task ...

the wind down of the events to come. I hope to be rested in this period too. I will then be able to attempt a task in Kernow 

I will be with sister as she recuperates from an op. There will be no trips in the car. It will be shanks's pony this trip ...

... A Masterpiece ...

In fruition 

And as predicted with the massive gale in the winds of change. I have heaved, dragged, pushed and pulled through a home of extremes this month of May. The pattern of adjustment throwing up how a loose cannon I was on the immediate aftermath.  This month has seen a humungous time of swift change in all things. 

It is the next change of the wind of time blowing through.The mass tidy of the devastation I created yesterday in pulling out more clouds of dust. This enables me to enjoy some time elsewhere to revitalise myself for the next en masse of visual impact in change. 

A surreal time

culminating in a day away from life again ...

At least plans in the driving are as planned for our daughter. We can then shift the stuff to her new home. It might give me the gumption to face another confidence barrier. 

Her acquired skills even though disrupted this year; still means she can guide me the things in life I have suggested I might do ... 

And any decisions in self publishing;  she will be proof reading my work ... 

In the meantime I will do; what I do ... 

A low ebb

... today ... It would be a phase of grief from the recent loss no doubt ..

I just put it to doing a cross country run ... The last hurdle is always the hardest ...

Everything is overdue ... If I had a Pound every time it was said it will take time ... 

time better spent elsewhere ... 

The ripples of the next stage ...

... And long before the assumptions on the loss of a family member locally ... 

The coldness in time where I continued here ... the lack of funding in all areas and striding out on my own when my thoughts turned bad ... .. And lack of concern in not getting me ... Cos I did not conform to rigid guide lines ... 

No one can stop life ... 

But take heed when some one reaches out ... but because too many care changes did not get me in that dark time ... 

Twice in my life I reached out ... Once ... resulting in a death ... The next me ... 

... left ten weeks without care ... 

My sister propped me up last year when it failed ... We are doing it our way on my terms .. 

A colossal task in attempts

... To break the cycle ... That became from traumatic events to a bump of a crisis ...

Avert those labels ...  and live by doing things that I now have the freedom to do ... Now to free the mind of the invisible barriers can... Easier said ....

Never Not The Whole Story ...

this was an end story in my life... 

 ... The snippets of a life in passing ... 

Research into house clearing ... One en masse procedure ... when the photos the paperwork and the bits I want doing ...  back again to need and require ... 

And all the giggles we had last week ... 

The perplexities of our belongings ... 

The evolution of our species   ...